I felt anxious about going to the employment bureau but I didn't need to go further than to the front desk this time. They only asked whether anything had changed and when I said no, they gave the next date in April. The official said that she'd give me some paper but she only peered at her letter box for a few seconds and said that she couldn't find it and sent me off without.

I'll find something that works out, eventually. It may even be employment, a work place and a salary. I don't intend to live on benefits indefinitely.

I went to that job interview a week ago but I haven't heard anything from those yet. I guess I won't. I've applied for a course about starting a new business via the employment bureau. It may be worth a while, even if I'm still ways off from turning metaxslt into a product. I hate that word.

I'm considering giving up on seeking a new apartment. I went to see a few this week but every time there's been ten or more other people there. I should go ask for a discount on my rent for those three months. Even if I didn't get one, it still wouldn't end up costing that much extra since I'd be likely to have to pay rent for two apartments for at least one month, if I moved.

I'd stay some of the time with my parents, some with my friends in Turku. I may even end up moving after a job instead, reluctant as I may be.